I returned from a trip to charlesto Kn last night. I went to take a test and get registered for school and sign financial aid papers. I am pretty stoked to say that I am now a buisness student.
I spent way to much money and now am comnpletly broke:( I have not really had a good workout in all week and I am not sure that I even have the gas money to go today considering that I have to drive all the way to spartanburg today for a sitter tonite. The trip was pretty much a nightmare, in fact the only good thing really was regestering for school. My account is overdrawn 80.00 so whatever i make tonite has got to cover that. I had to throw jon out and i am super stressed out. I think My marriage is over. I am terrified but I will be ok i guess. Its gonna be so hard going to school and working and raising 3 kids alone. I am terrified. I think it is prob the best choice as far as the well being of my children though. I am going to see about a nanny because I am gonna be gone all the time:( my heart aches for them and me. It will be the best in the longrun though. When I heard that being a mom was the hardest thing in the world... I never knew it was true but it is. the choices, the stress, the money......but the joy you get when they say i love you makes it all worthwhile..
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