aug 26 2010

well it is 624 am and i am cooking me al #1` oatemal pancakes:) I just finished my ouside cardio on a empty stomach it was about 25 mins of walking/running laps around m,y yard. things are pretty rocky for me right now and i feel like I have pretty much hit rock bottom. I am getting a divorce, my bank account in in the red, i have no job, motor is blown in my car, cant get to gym, car insurance acancelled, and things pretty much suck for me right now. the thinkg about hitting rock bottom is there is no where to go but up.... I am not giving up. i feel like it sometimes but its not gonna happen:) it seems like the harder things get the more jon gives up and bails. what a GREAT husband huh? he's such a douchebag. i wish i diden't love him. wish you could pick who you loved.