aug 1st 2010

well today is the first day of augest and summeing to an end which sucks and breaks my heart! I did not even get to take maddux and the twins on vacation!! bummer. i think this year starting in january im gonna start saving up ahead of time open a savings account and not let jon know wanything about it so when its time for vacation i can just go!! I would like to go to disneyland in orlando. I am ot gonna tell anyone and justs start saving. i am gonna trt an ebay buisness started. i need to spend less and sell more and ill be ok. i took todem pole last night and fell out on jon. i can not sit around with those things if im out im cool or cleaning im cool but dont let me sit down!!lol i had a great day with my hubby yesterday but i really miss maddux and am so glad to be getting him back today!! so excited, i miss my monkey! i think im gonna return this movie and rent him one and let him have a mini slumber party!! I am still having a hard time controlling my fat intakeand have already had 5 sevings of almonds today!! geez, o well ill take iut thecarbs today and try to do better tomorrow!! its a good think im learning my weakness before my contest prep, lol. this is my pre contest prep prep i guess. i am def learning what foods affect my body in which way of course things are always changing!! untill later xoxo