july 14 2010

ok so i got word from jenny that i get a cheat meal today....and boy did i cheat and boy did i cheat!!! I wanted to have something sweet so i ordered pizza and went to ingles to get a slice of cheese cake... i found a reeses cheese cake so i got me that and the kids each a key lime iie, then went to get the pizza...which i got waaay to much of, and when we got home i had my 3 1/2 slices of pizza and 2 beers i opened a cheese cake and realized there was 2, i had both plus a piece of key lime pie, then i proceeded to have 3 100 cal pkgs nuts....ive eaten like 1000 calories i know!! I feel AWFUL!! my stomach is overfull!! I never wanna feel like this. i think i could go without sweets and carbs forever just so i would never feel like this again!! uggggggggggg.