so it's been a few days since i posted. today i am very annoyed. jon(the hubby) gets on my fucking nerves, as are the children i am very very stressed, ther house staysa mess, im always worried about money, i am helpless jobless and poor. my car is fucked and keeps running hot and I never get time to myself....i mean never. I am trying to be more posative but i cant muster up patience for all the shit i have to do and jon likes to tack on even fucking more...wtf???? the floor stays dirty no matter how oftern i clean it. the dvd player is broken so we have no tv!! im so annoyed. more posative!!!!!! opps positive