diet sabbotage.

having kids in the house is diet sabotage. I just"cheated and gorged. ugh. what is wrong with me? I must not want it bad enough...i just pigged out. I have a serious problem...that is gonna be my final cheat meal. ive gotta get these snack food outta the house...I just drowned 1/2 pint of ice cream and threw the rest out the door. this house has gotta have clean only food in order for me to be able to stick to my diet plan. I need this to be my safe haven from junk>>>i think i need to do some cardio now but the thing is that junk makes me sooo sleepy and not wanna do anything because i feel yuck and have no energy!! i would not mind forcing myself to do cardio if i had a treadmill but it sux having to load up kids to go workout and today i have an extra one and that makes 4!!!! thats too many to be loading up to do cardio. I am gonna be getting up early in the morning to go workout while everyone else is in the bed... that is a must! Ive gotta get my body on track. period.