marriage...

I am soo over being married. I am only still with him for my children. all he does is drink all the fucking time. he stays up all night. he treats me like a child...he makes me sick... I have to ask him for $ and then give an explanation AS to why i need it...then i get a lecture on to why its not importent and to why im so "selfish". in the mantime i have to make my scedule around his and go by his rules. I never get the things done i need and my work is not importent. he bitches cos im not making any $ @ my job but the reason im not is because im catering to his sceduler and his needs...ugh...who is the selfish one please tell me. we dont spend time together, kiss, have sex, do nice things for each other nor do i want to,,, this marriage is a nightmare. he accuses me of cheating because i go to the gym @ 5 am. are you freakin serious?????? i mean i have my diet and cardio plan PLAINLY POSTED on the fridge first of all, and second who in the hell would get up no shower no brushing of teeth no food and go have sex with someone????????????????????????????????/ what the fuck?? i also have to take him to belmede at least 1x a week for purchasing of loratabs so he can rip his brother off and overcharge him. i think the fact that he does not do favors is redicilous. he always expects someone to do for him though as a matter of fact he acts like evryone owes him something but he charges his mom to cuther grass...wtf???? are you serious??? if i could describe my husband in one word: asshole and thats NO JOKE!!1